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The figure you see in the diagram is the death toll from Covid 19 as of the morning of the 3rd of January, 2021.
It is reflective of a sick humanity, living on a sick planet where far too many children are either hungry or suffering from some kind of psychological trauma.
It is also testimony to a year that has been described as one no one could have anticipated.
This latter statement is just not true.
For more than five years I have been trying to share the philosophy of conditional expression which was given to our world by God in his, and our earth’s, greatest hour of need.
It was instruction on how to repair life.
It was life telling us what it needed.
And for whatever reason - perhaps because I made it clear God and life authored the wisdom contained in it – it was rejected.
No doubt, I tried to be polite and inviting with my sharing. Nothing seemed to help.
There are so many layers to this story and it has been a journey which has cost me many friends but life is at stake, so I’ll be as direct as possible.
Five years ago we had a chance of avoiding the 2020 we just experienced. Life knew where it was heading and its suffering was great.
Its message to humanity was clear – ‘place conditions on your expressions and demands so that they honour me as sacred!’
‘I am sick because of the things you do. Only changing them can be of benefit to my body.’
The wisdom was sourced in God’s revelation and represented his contemporary word and instruction for humanity.
So my rejection was not mine at all.
In a great irony, one of the few voices either heard nor acknowledged in the lead up to the catastrophe, was God’s.
The voice of the life that was experiencing incredible suffering was denied.
To be privy to the turmoil God was experiencing – and the sadness, anger, frustration and confusion - was traumatic in itself.
I knew exactly where our world was heading because God was telling me where it was heading.
I don’t think we even realise just how abusive the contemporary high-income world has been to life.
I remember saying to someone I thought might be a great support in helping share the message, ‘It’s life and God telling me what they need to feel well.’
He replied, ‘How do we take God out of it?’
Conditional expression is not a personal development project where you just cash in on someone else’s ideas and intellectual property so you can impress the world.
If someone is the author, they are the author.
It’s the way of personal development for someone to read something or learn something from another source and then share it as if they are the authority.
That’s one of the cheapest, most dishonourable forms of expression in our world – and it is rampant.
If you didn’t come up with it – don’t share it as if you did.
It doesn’t matter who you are.
God, often directly and at times through Jesus and the earth, communicated who he was and what his needs were, if life was to avoid the year we have just had.
The principles and wisdom of conditional expression were given to us by God to save his life. He told us of the things that hurt, why they hurt and why they needed to be ripped from our world.
It was to save our humanity from its physical, psychological and energetic collapse.
To bring balance to our traumatised earth.
And to spare our sacred children the psychological hazards and abuse our world floods them with today.
It was the answer for all of life’s troubles, as authored by life itself.
Here is a passage taken from it.
Remember what you are reading was written and shared several years ago.
‘We are angry, boastful and self-righteous.
The planet is angry, frustrated and behaves as if it has no idea whether it is coming or going.
It’s in an anger stage right now.
It’s tried resistance.
Soon it will make us sick.
And then it will shut down.
And we will have asked for it.’
Now, the figure above is the approximate figure given for Covid19 deaths, the result of life’s most recent breakdown, which in turn, is the direct result of our abuse of that life and our reluctance to put conditions on our individual expression and demands so that who we are is supportive of that life.
This figure does not include the millions of other deaths which occur each year because of the great imbalances in our world and our abuse of the earth’s resources.
Nor does it capture the psychological and energetic pain and anguish the life we belong to - and the earth – also experiences because of our way.
It is because life was suffering that God reached out in desperation, ‘put conditions on your expression and demands because I am sick. You have ignored my commands from the beginning of time and now your abuse has become too much to bear’.
And unless each of us begins to put conditions on our expression life will continue to suffer. This is not a comment on right and wrong. Or identifying who the good and bad people are.
It is a clarification of what abuses and violates life. And of what nourishes it.
The revelation of God and birth of conditional expression was life trying to take control of its own health. It was God taking the reins once and for all.
Which he still will.
It was life saying who you have been is abusive and destructive to my body.You need to change now, or I will melt down.
But, just as we have refused to listen to the cries of sadness and anger of our earth, and the anguish expressed by humanity’s psychological and energetic agony, we turned our backs on life itself.
And life melted down.
And the death toll placed at the beginning of this piece is the result of that meltdown.
What we witnessed in 2020 was not life telling us we need to change.
It had done that.
It was the result of us not changing. It was the result of us not giving life what it needed from us.
You don’t look at a loved one lying on life support on a hospital bed after a massive heart attack, and suggest, ‘it’s time you made some changes.’
Nor is it time for them to act.
They are there because they didn’t act. And if you wanted to suggest a change it would have been better done when they first experienced symptoms such as shortness of breath.
No one could have anticipated a year like 2020?
How could we have expected anything different? I’m amazed life was able to manage the abuse we have thrown at it for as long as it has.
Ironically, an era of self-righteousness, self-promotion and political-correctness – an era where being human was neither adequate nor acceptable – became the day and age we drained the life out of life.
And God and the life we belong to are furious.
Make no mistake, unless each of us is prepared to live with conditional expression, life dies.
Who says?
God says!
Life says!
Life does not want us to come up with vaccines.
It does not want to feel sick in the first place.
It wants us to put conditions on our expression so it can feel well.
Do we really need any more evidence than what we are seeing today to know this is true?
We described what has happened to the high-income world in 2020 as unprecedented. A great wake-up call.
Yet, because of the great imbalances in our world, unprecedented for millions of others, was actually having enough food to survive at all.
And personal development teachers and inspiring figures kept drilling mantras into us like, ‘the universe will provide’, and, ‘if you can dream it, you can have it!’
Greed has to have an impact in a connected world. On the life which must suffer it and on the resource that sustains that life.
Life does not care for politics, religion or fame.
No one has been granted a greed or excess pass.
For my own part, I have found recent years traumatic as those who knew me listened to my pleas on behalf of life and remained silent
I have even been labelled evil.
Sometimes I may have been over-zealous with my sharing, but if there was desperation and futility in my voice then that desperation and futility belonged to God.
I am not the author of God’s contemporary word and revelation. But I am one of its messengers.
We were caught by surprise by the events of 2020. But how could who we were have led anywhere else?
I guess our situation is best summed up by the response a dear friend of mine gave when, in desperation, I asked her why she, and others, didn’t support the message.
She replied, ‘We are all so caught up in the smallness and essential tidbits of our lives. And that’s where your incredible message gets stuck.’
First, the message is not mine.
It’s life’s.
But I do get it.
As life struggled we were caught up in our individual lives, and creating what it was we wanted, and I don’t see this as wrong or right. Just the truth.
But it doesn’t alter how life experiences us. Just as it didn't matter in Pompeii, when locals ignored the warnings of Vesuvius.
While our heads were in the sand, humanity disintegrated, our children cried and our earth was sent reeling from our abuse.
And that’s why you will often hear people say we could never have predicted what was going to happen in 2020.
That’s the problem.
When one has their head in the sand, they never see the kick in the arse coming.
Even when that same arse has never been more exposed and vulnerable to receiving a boot.
Surprised.
Yes, we were.
Just like any individually centred society was going to be when the life that society belonged to was worn and spent from the abuse which came from individually centred thinking.
That’s what happens when individuals choose to tend to the essential little tidbits of their own lives, and forget to tend to the essential little tidbits- that are actually the difference between life and death, balance and imbalance, peace and suffering - of the life they belong to and who relies on their love, support and conditional expression.
And here we are.
A growing death toll because it’s our lives before our life!
Life is desperate for peace and quiet and time to recuperate.
Life is in our hands.
It’s a strange world that would move mountains to help another, whom we know, and make only token gestures to defend the dying life to which we all belong.
And so it is.
Love Tim
To read a piece published in 2017 on the concept of Pompeii and taken from the second book in the meditation series, click here.
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